Pausing the tape, I leaned back, looked at my companion sitting across the desk from me in the den, and took another sip of my brandy. He was the only other person who knew of my role in this story, my almost failed attempt to return the kindness two dear friends showed me when they rescued me so many years before, and my relationship with the Cockaigne Agency. The many hours of tapes, given freely in hopes of encouraging others faced with dire circumstances, accused of the most heinous crimes, or seeing their life as without hope, not to despair but to believe everything will work out! There is, I note, a value in believing love conquers all; the intense love of an older brother for a mentally challenged little brother and the willingness to do anything, even what might seem to be despicable to some, to provide for, care for, and ensure the future for him. If it meant the sacrifice of the most personal possession one has to offer to those unknown to him, then so be it! Doing so doesn't diminish the value and meaning of your life, only enhances it because it is done out of love. The consequences of that sacrifice can and sometimes does backfire and have results unforeseen and unintended! "This is a story I don't believe I can do justice to by committing it to paper," I concluded. "It involves more than just love; it involves secrets held and secrets kept and I don't know if we should reveal them; even though he has no objection, I fail to see the value in doing so. We all have our secrets, don't we? " "Why don't we just listen to it instead and let them decide?" he proposed, nodding his head in agreement. I rewound the tape, punched the "play" button, and leaned back in my chair, brandy in hand, to hear the story Jason called Where there's Will, There's a Way and extend an invitation to those who are interested in doing so to join us.
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