welcome to crvboy - Nate's Wounded Heart

He had been waiting for almost an hour, he felt ridiculous, yet he couldn't help it, he was dying to hear Brent's voice, they had gone out on a couple of more dates but they had decided to take it slow. So besides from kissing, they had only hugged and ran their hands all over each other's backs. However, there had been a few times when Martin had to fight the urge to throw the shorter man down and then take his clothes off. It was amazing how much he and Brent had gotten to trust each other, but still Martin couldn't help it, every time he'd think about Brent he would smile. Luke, Nate and Becca hadn't stopped teasing him during lunch because he would start smile constantly whenever he would think of Brent, it had been over an hour and he was still waiting for Brent to call him after he'd get done with class.

The phone began vibrating. "Hello?" he said into the phone.

"Hey, it's me." Brent said.

"Hey, I've been waiting to hear your voice." Martin said as he blushed after realizing how corny he had just sounded.

"Aw, well I would love to kiss you right now..." Brent told him.

"Where are you?" Martin asked.

"Outside the library, I just saw Nate in there by the way, you have some cool friends." Brent answered.

"Yeah, I wouldn't change them for anything; they are just as cool as you are." He said.

"Shut up... so you like me?" Brent asked a little nervous.

"Duh... well you saved my life for starters, then you are incredibly cool, funny and... you're pretty hot too..." Martin said.

"No, you are the one that's hot..." Brent said feeling his heart beating faster.

"Whatever, are we getting together tonight?" Martin asked him, trying to change the subject.

"Well, my roommate is going to be out of town, he's going to go to some frat party or something." Brent answered. Martin choked up, they would be completely alone, in Brent's room, they had avoided this situation and now Brent was laying the cards to be dealt. Now Martin was the one who had to choose. "Are you still there?" Brent asked after some 45 seconds of silence.

"Yeah, sorry I was just thinking." Martin answered.

"We don't have to do anything, I mean I know it's because I'm a virgin, you don't have to avoid talking about it." Brent said.

"No, no, it's not because you're a virgin, I just don't want to rush it, I really like you and so I don't want to go and just do it... I like you so much..." He said as he didn't know any other way to get the feelings out.

Brent stayed silent for a while, and Martin started moving nervously as he sat on his bed, he started scratching his head and Brent could hear it over the phone and he smiled to himself. "Stop scratching your head, it's ok, we'll come here and we'll let it flow." He said.

"How did you know I'm scratching my head?" Martin asked.

"You always do that when you're nervous." He answered.

"You know me that well?" Martin asked him.

"Well, we've been seeing each other since over a month ago, and I like paying attention to you..." He managed to say before Martin jumped in.

"What time do you want me there?" He asked.

"Well... Gary is going to leave around seven so I guess at seven thirty?" Brent proposed.

"Ok, I'll be there." He answered.

"Ok, can't wait for it." Brent said as he hung up.

"How have you been feeling lately Becks?" He asked her.

"I've been ok, just doing my stuff." She answered trying to avoid the conversation she knew Nate was trying to get started.

"Rebecca Wyler, don't you try to do to me what you do to your mom." He told her.

"Jeez, chill out man, I'm ok, my boyfriend was a sexually disoriented psycho, that's it and I'm just going on with my life." She said.

"I'm sorry honey, it's just that I am sick of looking at you and think that..." He stopped before finishing the sentence.

"Is everything ok here, Mr. Thompson?" Ms. Hepburn asked from behind them.

"Oh, yes Ms. Hepburn, we were just..." Nate began.

"He was just helping me..." Becca started.

"...her homework..." He stammered.

"...trying to get my stuff done..." She muttered, as she saw the expression Ms. Hepburn gave after she heard Becca say 'stuff'.

"Well, Mr. Thompson, perhaps you and you and this fine young lady could speak in a lower tone, this is a library after all, and if you'd speak to each other less then you could probably finish your 'stuff' faster." She said making a horrible smirk when she said 'stuff'.

"Of course Ma'am I'm sorry about it..." Nate said.

"We'll just be quieter, we promise..." Becca said.

"Very well then, now if you'll excuse me I will go check the books that Mr. Thompson had to put back in the chemistry section, I hope they are arranged properly for your own sake young man." She said before strolling off down the aisle where they were.

"I still feel like a little lamb in a butcher shop when she's around." Nate said.

"Well Mr. Thompson, I have the slight suspicion of that she might be Hitler's long lost granddaughter... or daughter." Becca said before Nate had to cover his face with a book to muffle his laughter.

They were sitting at the devolution table near the back exit of the library. Nate was receiving books as Becca took notes from books with information she needed for her homework. "Honey, back on the subject, I'm just worried that it's been over a month and you haven't even gone out." Nate said as he sat back down.

"Well, this is the second relationship in a row where I end up falling for a complete fucktard, so I think I'm entitled to have some time alone." She answered.

"Well I hope this time doesn't take too long." He said, she sat down and started taking notes again. "Because it's frankly a waste that a good girl like you is keeping herself from finding a guy, believe me I blocked guys away and it sucks, thank god I found Luke." He said. She stopped for a second, thought about it and nodded before continuing.

"You never quite told me how you and Steve ended," He said, she looked up and stared at him for a second. "After Derek started spilling the rumors about me all over town I just withdrew myself from social life, and then I saw you here, but you never mentioned how you guys broke up." He said.

She thought about it for a second, and then when Nate thought she was just going to ignore it she spoke. "He knew all along," He looked at her, she was speaking without taking her eyes off the book. "I started fighting Derek when I realized he was saying all those things about you, and then Steve tried to stop me, I knew he would I mean he and Derek were best friends, but I never thought he would let someone say those things about my best friend. So, I started adding it up, I asked him 'how long have Nate and Derek been getting it on?' and he said 'six months' and then I realized that he knew about you guys and he had been spreading the rumors too." She confessed.

Nate nodded. "So you broke up with him for that and then when I saw you here I thought you were just one of them..." He said.

"Honey, you didn't know and quite frankly I would've reacted just like you." She defended.

"I'm sorry," He said as he reached out and held her. She snuggled up to him and he looked down when she did. "Hey, what's up?" He asked looking down at her.

"A hot guy hugs me and you ask what's up? Jeez Luke must be sucking your brains out or something..." She said before a guy that was walking by stopped and looked back at them.

"I'm sorry..." Nate began.

"Didn't your mom ever tell you that eavesdropping is rude?" Becca asked as the guy blushed and walked away.

"Oh my god keep it down before Hitler's kid comes to kick our asses." Nate said.

"Oh lord, don't even mention it, if she comes back here with that horrible plaid vest she's wearing I think I'll have a stroke..." She answered.

"We so need to get you some sex..." Nate said shaking his head.

"That would be nice." She said smiling before letting out a sigh.

"So, what did you want to talk to me about?" Luke asked as he sat on Martin's desk chair and Martin sat on his bed.

"Well... uh... ok, so Nate told me about a month ago that well... you lost your... you know with him..." Martin said scratching his head.

Luke smiled to himself. "Yeah so? Stop being nervous cuz, you don't need to be, ok so yeah I lost my virginity with him, did you want to talk about that?" He asked Martin.

"Well, not exactly about how you two did it, I mean yeah, but not details, just some pointers... you know..." He said scratching his head again.

Luke laughed a little bit; he got up and sat down next to Martin on his bed. "Ok, stop being nervous and now I get it, you and Brent haven't done it and there's a chance that it might happen?" He asked.

Martin nodded, he scratched his head a little bit and then stopped when he noticed he was doing it again. "Well, I am no virgin, but he is and I dunno I guess I had just tried to put off the event thinking I want him to have a good first time but I don't know how to make it... special? I guess." He said.

Smiling Luke patted him on the back. "Well, I don't know if there was anything out of the ordinary Nate and I did that could've made it any more special, I mean we just did it, and we were careful, we took it slowly. And I think what was most important was that we were tender and caring for each other, you know kissing, caressing whispering nice things." He said.

"I guess I'm just freaking out about this too much." Martin said.

"Well, I think the deal here is that you like Brent and it's actually sort of cute that you're worrying like this, but just relax, I know you have good equipment anyways..." Luke said and then he realized they hadn't talked about that time they had experimented before knowing they were related.

Martin noticed the sudden silence and he reached out from behind Luke and wrapped his arm around him, at first, Luke stiffened at the contact but then he relaxed. "We didn't know we were family back then." He said to Luke.

"Yeah, it just feels weird." Luke replied.

"Well do you regret it?" Martin asked.

"No, I mean it's just weird I never thought I would do a cousin, I mean the ones I have on my dad's side are all jerks, but I guess with you it feels kind of cool I just didn't know what your thoughts on the subject were." He answered.

"Well I think it was fun, and if you ask me I don't mind, it's not like we're going to go and do it again now that we know we're related, but at least it's something special we know we shared." Martin said.

"Yeah, it is cool to know we did it, and I'm glad it happened that way..." Luke said before laughing a bit and Martin joined too, after a few seconds they were still holding each other.

"Hey Lukey?" He asked.

"Yup?" Luke asked back.

"How good is Nate in bed?" He asked with a mischievous grin.

Luke turned his head to look at him straight in the face with a smile on his face. "He's very good, he let me fuck him first, that was great I thought I was going to die, and then a few days later I said I wanted him to do me, so he did, gently, slowly, it was great..." He said looking down at the end as he felt his face blushing.

Martin smiled and nodded. "Damn, you boys are lucky; now all I gotta do is try and do a good job with Brent." He said.

"Oh, you will don't worry about that." Luke said looking up.

Martin kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks." He said.

Luke smiled and kissed Martin's cheek too. "No problem, so when are you two getting together?" Luke asked him.

Martin looked at his alarm clock. "We're having dinner in a while and then we're going to his room, his roommate is not going to be there, and I don't know I still feel weird about doing anything here..." He stopped as he realized he was speaking about that.

Luke held him tighter and kissed his cheek again. "Do you think maybe that might be a part of why you've been putting off having sex with Brent?" He asked Martin.

Martin thought for a few seconds and then sighed. "I don't know, I trust him I just fear that I would freeze up or something like that..." He confessed.

"Well, I think a way of fixing that is letting him know that you can do it, but that you have to take it slowly, so you'll feel safe and all." Luke suggested.

"Don't you think he might feel weird if I tell him that?" He asked.

"No way, he's great, do you think I would keep my mouth shut if I thought he wasn't a good person?" Luke asked him.

"Ok, I'll tell him then..." He said.

"Just relax, it will go ok, and remember to take lube, lots and lots of lube and condoms, the second time is always better than the first." Luke said.

Martin laughed a bit. "Damn, you and Nate sure have fun from how you say it." He said.

Luke got up and walked to the door. "You bet we do, now I'm gonna go have dinner and you boys have fun." Luke said, winked at him and left.

Nate heard the room door open and heard Luke walking around the room; he wrapped a towel around his waist and then got out of the bathroom. As he walked towards the beds, he saw Luke standing there. As Luke saw him coming he started taking his clothes off, and then he wrapped his arms around Nate, kissed him on the mouth, and used his hands to remove the towel from Nate's waist. "Freshly showered, were you waiting for me?" Luke asked.

"Well, I hate the dusty smell of the library and I just wanted to get it off, you're the one that seems to be all worked up." Nate said as he felt the bulge in Luke's pants pressing against his own growing member.

"Let's just say that someone reminded me of how lucky I am to have you." He said.

He took his pants and underwear off, and was now standing with his erection pointing to the ceiling, he moved closer and held Nate, then he started grinding his crotch against Nate's though because of the three inches of difference his dick was rubbing more against Nate' balls. Nate started to grind his crotch against him too, and soon they were both humping each other.

"If we keep this up I'm gonna cum." Luke said.

"Well I don't mind, go ahead." Nate said as they kept their humping.

"I want you to fuck me afterwards anyways." Luke said.

"Well I think we can fix that." Nate said smiling, their humping became faster and faster and Luke's breaths started to become heavier and heavier, until a few minutes later he held Nate very tightly.

"Here I go," He said before kissing Nate, and then his dick erupted in between the two of them as his grinding became slower and slower, and then he stepped back a bit. "Get a condom and lube, I want you Babe." He said as he got on his bed.

Nate got a condom and lube out of his night stand and then he got in position in between Luke's legs as he was putting on the condom he stared at Luke. "I love you so much Luke," He said, he lubed up his dick and got on top of Luke and kissed him on the mouth, his cheek, jaw line, he kept kissing up to his ear where he stopped to gently suck on Luke's earlobe causing him to shiver and moan in pleasure. "Though I'm so horny that I bet I'm gonna cum real quick." He said as he kissed his way back to Luke's mouth.

"I don't care, fuck me already damn it!" He said as Nate pressed into him. "Oh fuck yeah..." He said as he felt Nate's thick dick enter him. They kept on kissing and running their hands over each other's bodies as Nate pumped into him and kept it up for almost ten minutes, when Nate started jerking Luke's dick. "You keep that up and I'll cum again." He said when Nate started jerking him.

"Ok, then I will." Nate said smiling before kissing him. He pulled almost all the way out and then started doing shorter thrusts, aiming at Luke's prostate. Luke started moaning at this, and Nate gripped his dick a bit tighter as he kept jerking it.

"Shit, here I go..." Luke said as he started moaning and shooting in between them again.

"Fuck that's good..." Nate said as Luke's ass clamped around him, he gave a few more thrusts before his own orgasm came, making him twitch and moan. "Oh shit..." He said as he shot repeatedly into the condom and then fell next to Luke in bed.

Luke started running his finger on Nate's chest and stomach noticing that there was cum smeared all over it, then he got partially on top of Nate wrapping his arms around him and kissing him. "God I love you..." He said in between kisses.

"Who do I have to thank for this?" Nate asked.

"Martin..." Luke said smiling.

"Why did I already suspect that?" Nate said laughing.

"So, I'm a little bit nervous to be honest with you." Brent said as he closed the door behind him.

Martin sat on Brent's bed and started tapping his fingers on the edge of the bed as he saw Brent slowly walk to the bed, and then sit down next to him. "Brent, I have something to ask you." He said now that Brent was beside him.

"Ok, so tell me." He said, as Martin remained silent for a few seconds.

"You know, I haven't been with anyone, since, well you know." He asked and Brent nodded. "So, I just want you to know that I do want to do this, you don't know how much I want to be with you, but I think we're going to have to take it slow and go easy, I don't want to flip out or anything and I don't know how I'm going to react..." He said and Brent took Martin's hand in his own and squeezed it hard.

"I know, babe, and we'll take baby steps if that is what we have to, I don't care about that, all I care about is to share this with you." He said before he leaned closer and kissed him. They kept kissing and even though Martin felt his heart quicken, he let himself go and gave free will to his desire. He reached for Brent's shirt and pulled it off him. As he saw Brent's lean body he took a few seconds as he looked at his slim chest and stomach, he was actually skinny, you could say so, but he did have some muscle in his chest and abs. and his arms weren't all that big, but they had some definition. He looked up and saw Brent looking down at him, his green eyes sparkling as he began to breath heavily in expectation to see what Martin would do next.

"I can't believe we're finally doing this," Martin said before he leaned forward and kissed Brent's nipples, one after the other, and then he stopped to gently suck on his right nipple, causing Brent to gasp and shiver at the contact. "You're so beautiful, and I'm so lucky, not only did you save me, but you like me and I'm so thankful for that." He said as he started kissing his way up and then kissed Brent's jaw, cheek and mouth.

"Stop it, you're making me blush." Brent told him.

"Shhhh, you know it's all true." Martin answered.

"I want to see you." Brent said as he pulled Martin's t-shirt off him. He smiled when he saw Martin's torso, Martin was bigger than he was, in muscle and definition, and he had a thick treasure trail that went down from his navel into his crotch. They had never seen each other shirtless, not until now, and he could feel his dick ache inside his underwear now that he had Martin before him. He tentatively kissed Martin's chest and heard Martin sigh when he did so. He started planting kisses all over his chest and then he liked Martin's left nipple. "You're so hot..." He said before he started sucking on his right nipple.

"How far do you want to go?" Martin asked down at him.

"I dunno, why don't we... take off the rest of the clothes first?" He answered.

Martin nodded and reached for Brent's belt buckle. Brent did the same to him and soon they were standing kicking their pants off. Brent felt his heart quicken when he saw the bulge in Martin's boxers, he looked up and caught Martin looking down at the bulge in his own boxers, and then he looked up leaned to kiss him. They started running their hands all over each other's backs and then Martin started grinding his crotch into Brent's. "Your dick feels nice." Martin said into the shorter man's ear.

"Can I suck you?" Brent asked him.

"Let me do you first." Martin said, and then he reached down and pushed Brent's boxers down, the feeling of Martins' fingers so close to his own dick made Brent shiver and then he felt them on his dick, he closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling. "Babe, let's get in bed." Martin said and made him open his eyes.

"I want to see you first." Brent told him.

Martin blushed and smiled, before he pushed his own boxers down, revealing a dick about half an inch shorter than Brent's own, but still it was as thick. He reached for it and grabbed it, he saw Martin started breathing heavily when he did so and he used his other hand to pull him down and kiss him. "Ok, bed now." Martin said breaking the kiss. They got on bed and Martin started kissing him and hugging him as he began rubbing his dick against Brent's. "Have you thought if you'd like to, I dunno... what would you like?" Martin asked him.

"I don't know, do you mean, do I want to try topping or bottoming?" Brent asked him blushing.

Martin smiled blushing too and nodded. "How about you top me?" Martin asked him.

He felt his stomach tighten at the thought, and his heart started beating faster than it had at any point that night. "Ok, I guess..." He answered.

"We can try the other way later if you want too." Martin said.

"Yeah that would be nice." He said.

Martin smiled, took a deep breath and then he went down and took Brent's cock in his mouth, Brent gasped at the new feeling and felt every muscle in his body tighten as Martin bobbed his head up and down while rubbing his tongue along the head and part of the shaft of his dick. Then he stopped and started to sit up. "I'll get a condom and some lube." He said as he went to his pants and got the little bottle and a condom out of its pockets.

As Martin got on the bed again, Brent reached down and wrapped his lips around the head of Martin's cock. Martin sighed and he loved the taste and texture of it, so he started running his tongue all over the tip of it, and then took a bit more in his mouth, moving his tongue in circles along the shaft as he slowly went down on it. "Be careful, don't try to take too much, you might gag." Martin told him, he licked a little bit more and then Martin grabbed his head by the sides and pulled him up. "Boy are you eager to learn." Martin said before kissing him passionately. Then he applied some lube to Brent's dick and unrolled the condom on it. Brent felt his heart quicken as Martin straddled him and used his hand to guide Brent's cock to his butt hole. Then Martin started to push down on him and he closed his eyes as he felt the head of his dick slowly enter Martin little by little.

"Oh shit, this is going to be good." Martin said looking down at him.

"My god, it feels so tight..." Brent said biting down on his lower lip. Martin kept pushing down and up on Brent's cock for a few minutes before he felt he couldn't take it anymore. "Martin stop, or I'm going to cum." He said.

"Babe, that's the point." He said as he leaned down and kissed him on the lips while still sitting up and down on his dick.

"Oh fuck here I go." He said as he felt his dick erupt inside Martin. He moaned and covered his face with his hands as he felt his cum shoot repeatedly into the condom, and Martin started running his hands on Brent's stomach, gently rubbing it.

"How did you like that?" Martin asked him.

"Oh my god, that was so fucking good..." He said as he sat up and held him very tight against him, his dick still inside him he started kissing him. "Does it feel good, you know to have a dick up your ass?" He asked Martin.

"Well at first it hurts, but as long as you do it slow and you keep jerking off and try to stimulate the prostate, you'll like it and then you'll get used to it." He answered.

Brent kissed him again. "Would you fuck me now?" He asked Martin.

"You sure about this?" Martin asked him.

"Hell yeah, I want to have you in me now, I want to know how you feel inside of me." Brent said as he pulled outside of Martin.

"Ok, just push out, you know like when you're taking a dump..." He said.

"What?" Brent asked.

"It causes the ass muscles to relax and that will make the entrance easier and less painful, just relax." He said.

Brent nodded and he lay down in bed, spreading his legs Martin put the condom on his dick and he rubbed it with Lube, then he kneeled in front of Brent's spread legs and he lay down on top of him, carefully aiming his dick at Brent's hole.

"Try to relax and push out like I told you." Martin said. "I'm going to start pushing in." He said and Brent nodded. They kissed as Martin started to press in. Brent felt the pressure and he started to take deep breaths as Martin's dick head started to go in, little by little. Then about half of Martin's dick was inside him and he was hugging Martin tight against him. "Are you ok Babe?" Martin asked him.

"Yeah, it hurts a little but you're being great." He answered before kissing him again.

"Ok, I'm going to start pulling out and pushing back in, that might help a little." Martin said. Then he started to pull out almost completely and then he slowly thrust back in. As he kept doing this Brent felt that Martin's dick would rub against something inside him and that would make his cock twitch. He guessed it had to be his prostate and soon he felt his cock was again rock hard and pressed in between him and Martin. The pain was almost gone and he started loving it.

"Shit, I love it when you touch that spot." He said.

Martin smiled at him. "What spot?" He asked, and then he pulled out and thrust back in and hit his prostate again, causing him to moan. "Oh, that one." He said smiling

"You idiot, I love this." He said, Martin kept thrusting and hitting his prostate.

"I'm gonna cum soon, you're so tight." Martin said, blushing and with sweat shining on his skin.

"Cum, I want you to." Brent told him and then kissed him. Martin started thrusting faster, still hitting Brent's prostate and then Brent couldn't take it, and felt his dick started shooting in between the two of them. "Oh shit, yeah..." He said as he splashed cum all over his stomach and on Martin's chest.

"Oh fuck, that's so tight..." Martin said before biting down on his lower lip and holding Brent tight to him as he started shooting inside Brent. "Oh fuck that was so good..." He let out a deep breath and started kissing Brent.